Really not very hot. Very few boyfriends; no penetration until late senior year. Lots of reading, lots of self-abuse.
The narrative mechanics of fantasy-Emily's life in EXPLORATIONS shorten this period to a few months: my conceit there is that fantasy-Emily was an anal-submissive powder-keg that finally went off a few months before her wedding to fantasy-Charles; that she'd had the fantasies, and masturbated to them, but that she had never come across erotic material (ha!) until she caught her first glimpse of a lace thong in a Victoria's Secret window. That thong produced, for fantasy-Emily, I elaborate in Emily's First Submission, a sort of pornographic cascade effect. . . .
For more about the "real" me, read the Companion! You'll find the rest of this post (and it's hot, I promise!) there.