Her first porn homework assignment

The mainspring of the plot of An Indecent Awakening is the idea of using a naughty porn-watching habit in the service of erotic self-knowledge. Here's a sample:

“Now we’re almost done for today, porn-girl,” Ben said in his didactic tone. “I’m going to give you your homework assignment.”

“P-please…” Stacy stammered, as the finger began to invade her most private place, but Ben simply pushed steadily against the little hole’s resistance.

“Your assignment has three parts, Stacy. The first is to think about what I’m doing right now.” He pushed even more firmly with the fingertip, and overcame the tightness of Stacy’s anus.

“Oh, God,” she whispered.

“At least three times a day,” Ben continued, “maybe when you pee, you’ll put your own hand here, touch your little asshole, and say, ‘This belongs to Ben, because I am his porn-girl.’” He pushed his finger into her bottom to the second knuckle as he gave the assignment, making Stacy whimper.

“N-no… please, sir…” she sobbed.

“Say, it Stacy. Repeat after me: ‘This belongs to Ben, because I am his porn-girl.’” He moved the finger gently in and out. “You don’t even have to put your own finger inside yet. That will happen next week. All you have to do is touch your little anus and say the words.”

“This belongs…” Stacy whispered.

“This belongs to Ben,” he supplied. He pushed the finger into her further than it had yet gone. Stacy cried out.

“This belongs to Ben, because…” she said in a desperate voice. “Because I’m his porn-girl.”

“There we go,” Ben said encouragingly. “Three times a day. Do you understand?”

Stacy nodded into the couch.

“The second part of your assignment is to watch the video that’s on your laptop called Polly Gets Caught. Do you remember that one?”

“Yes,” she admitted, though he could hear the reluctance in her voice—and he could certainly understand the reluctance given what Polly suffered in the video: things that Stacy undoubtedly, and accurately, imagined would now befall her.


“You may not touch yourself while you watch the video. You’re going to make a video of yourself watching it, for me, so I can be sure you stayed on the path of virtue. That’s the third part of your assignment. In the video, you’re going to be naked.”

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