Diapers. Sigh.

This kink of mine seems to me both the furthest out there and somehow also the most homey. Nothing else--not even anal--gives me that pure jolt of shame like a diaper does.

“Darlin’,” Ross said to Victoria, “you’re in big trouble.” 

Victoria took her upper lip into her teeth with a panicked expression. “Please, Ross. I… I know I shouldn’t have.” 

Ross turned to Kelly, who wore a puzzled look, and said, “Kelly, we’re gonna skedaddle, but I think I’m going to have a favor to ask, later today. Can I call you?” 

“Sure, Ross.” She walked away. 

“Daddy,” Victoria whispered. “I’m so sorry. Please don’t spank me.” 

Ross fixed her with an angry-daddy look. “Spankin’s not the worst you’re gonna get, young lady. Now get that disobedient rear end of yours outa that chair and into the car.” 

He marched her in front of him to the car. Before they reached it, Victoria turned around, a pleading, frightened look in her eyes. “What are you going to do, Ross?” 

“You had better call me ‘daddy’ right now, young lady.” 

“Okay…” She gave a fearful little sob. “Daddy… what are you going to do?” 

“I’m gonna spank you, and then I’m gonna put you in diapers.” 

“Oh, God… no… please…” 

“And then Kelly’s gonna come over and take care of you, and give you a momma-spankin’.” 

“What?! No! Why?” 

“Because I think you need one of those, too. Kelly’s an obedient little lady, and she knows how to train up little ladies like her.” 

“But you can’t! You can’t… not… any of it.” 

“Watch me, darlin’. Now get in the car.” 

Victoria got in the car, still crying softly. Ross knew he had to make her sorry she ever thought about doing anything but what she’d been told, for her own safety. Victoria had a brilliant mind, he already knew—but she also had a way of using that mind to get herself into a lot of trouble. Ross put his arm around her as they drove back out of town. “It’s for your own good,” he said. “Your daddy’s got to take care of you.” 

She nodded, still crying. “Why diapers, daddy? Does it… does it have to be diapers?” 

“Yup,” Ross said. “I’ve never found anythin’ that can teach a girl a lesson better ‘n’ diapers can.”

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Forthcoming: Emily's Victorian Bridal Chamber

Is this part called the BLURB REVEAL! maybe?

At any rate, everybody's being so nice about the Victorian stuff that I'm starting to feel bad that it's couched in all this (for me totally hot) black-helicopter Dan-Brown-esque bullshit about Prophettown, featuring every taboo thing most people could dream of (see the blurb if you're wondering). 

I guess that means that someday I can release some kind of "remix," the way the real authors do: THE NOTEBOOKS OF EMILY ORN WILKES, SECRET COUNTESS OF WESSULK. Then, you know, I can entice a publisher into putting out a "facsimile" edition, and I can go to the last remaining brick-and-mortar bookstore on earth (I'm wagering it'll be in Portland, or maybe Seattle; wait, will it be the gift-shop of "The Amazon.com Museum of American Reading Culture"?) and walk by it and maybe run a surreptitious hand over its leatherette cover.

Anyway, here's the blurb for the amazing 27th book (buy the book here!):

"This last condition may seem strange, but it is absolutely essential that we have such evidence before we begin to plan for your visit, as the ostensible reason for your presence in Prophettown will be that you have applied to have Mrs. Smith fulfill the role of the Whore of the Nations in the yearly festival of the Angel of Love. We will explain further if we are able to reach an agreement, and you are on your way to Prophettown, but in brief the role of the whore is forbidden to the women of Prophettown, and so men from the outside world, who own submissives, apply (with a large fee, which we will of course waive in your case) for their submissives to play the part, because the owner of the girl who plays the whore is given his own special, highly-coveted, role in the festival. As you have no doubt already guessed, the role of the whore involves polyandrous service; in order to allow you passage to Prophettown, Mrs. Smith will have to be prepared to play it, and I will have to have the same sort of audition-video for her that I have for the other candidates. 

"Please let me know as soon as possible whether you agree to these conditions. Once you do, we can begin to plan your passage, which will have to take place very soon, since the festival occurs at midsummer, less than three weeks from now. 

"I am yours, sincerely, 

"Marcion, Prophet Richards" 

In the 27th book of Explorations, as the story of fantasy-Emily's connection with Prophettown gathers a frightening sort of momentum, the story of Victorian Emily's wedding-night also comes to its crisis point. 

This book of EXPLORATIONS contains fiction elaborating the following sorts of fantasy that you may wish to avoid: Ff, Mf, ageplay, pseudoincest, diaperplay, spanking. It's intended for over-18 audiences who, like me, are interested in exploring the lines between pleasure and pain, dominance and submission, and fantasy and reality. All characters depicted are consenting adults.

The style of this post is intended as an homage to the fiercely independent Sheri Savill. 

What can be sillier than an #emilytilton cover reveal? An #emiltytiltoncompilation cover reveal!

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Are you basking in its splendor? I would have you wait until you can answer that question in the affirmative, before you proceed to read the blurb.

Oh, all right. Buy it here!

Blurb:

Huge discount on buying the books individually! 

The fourth collection of Explorations comprises the "Sarah Books": the story of how my fantasy-avatar, at the command of her husband, invites her best friend to join their BDSM household, and of my own exploration of some of the most extreme regions of taboo fantasy.

"Emily's Best Friend": The seventeenth book of Explorations opens a new chapter in the life of fantasy-Emily and in the fantasy-elaboration-in-writing of real-Emily. Unable to stop fantasizing about her best friend Sarah, real-Emily begins to write a steamy BDSM scenario in which Sarah, desperately curious about Emily's BDSM lifestyle, entraps Emily into a spanking from her husband; the result is an invitation to Sarah to join their household, and see for herself. 

"Emily's Naughty Classmate": The 18th book of Explorations continues the story of how, in real-Emily's writing, Sarah, Emily's best friend, came to join her household as a "naughty classmate" in fantasy-Charles' Victorian school for young brides. 

"Emily's Sister-Wife": The 19th book of Explorations continues the "Sarah stories," in which Emily tries to work out her fantasies about her best friend by bringing her into the fantasy household of her avatar, fantasy-Emily. There, fantasy-Emily and fantasy-Sarah undergo strict training in the ways of the marriage-bed from their headmaster, fantasy-Emily's husband, Charles. 

"Emily in Service": The 20th book of Explorations concludes the "Sarah" books with two scenes from fantasy-Emily's polygamous household: Emily's and Sarah's "benching day," when fantasy-Charles, as their "Headmaster," enjoys them both exactly as he pleases; and a day of lewd service for them, at Charles' command, to two strangers in masks. The identity of those strangers, revealed in part at the end of the book, will change the course of all their lives. 

These books of Explorations contain fiction elaborating the following sorts of fantasy that you may wish to avoid: ff, Mff, MMff, anal, toys, spanking, schoolgirl ageplay, watersports. The only other reason to avoid this one is if you're the woman here fictionalized as Sarah Cleveland, and you want to spare me death by embarrassment. It's intended for over-18 audiences who, like me, are interested in exploring the lines between pleasure and pain, dominance and submission, and fantasy and reality. All characters depicted are consenting adults. 

The Explorations series is a unique take on BDSM above all because of the strong individual voice of Emily Tilton herself, manifestly shaping the fantasy-elaborations of the series. Because Emily is interested in helping herself and others understand how BDSM can be lived within a mostly vanilla existence, the way most of us have to live it, Explorations has a unique element that Emily hopes will set it apart and make it useful: Emily has created a fantasy-version of herself (keeping to the tropes of the genre she knows so well, fantasy-Emily is an eighteen-year-old virginal bride with a self-abuse "problem"), whose fantasies and "realities" are the central subject of the stories of Explorations--but the real Emily also keeps her authorial, real voice in the margins, explaining and analyzing, and revealing from time to time the much more mundane, real version of the things Emily has transformed in the story of her fantasy-self. This doubling of the "I" in the first-person narrative of Explorations makes the series worth exploring all on its own. Come for the hot, dark, edgy, D/s, spanking, anal action. Stay for the exploration.

EXPLORATIONS 101

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